by Peacock Affect

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released June 21, 2019


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Peacock Affect Exeter, UK

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Track Name: Exist
Feeling like it
Feeling like a fool
And all I’ve got is an empty box
And inside of that box is a lonely cage
And inside of that is a heart that never leaves its place
The heart is a burning place with all the little pieces
What’s wrong with wanting someone to look after you?

I wish a girl like Cassie was into me
I wish a girl like Cassie was into me
And at this rate I’ll be lucky if anyone was to understand me
I wish...

No one wants to know how you’re doing now
Because you’ve got the pale skin somehow
I feel like I get everything
But what I want
What I want and need

Everything’s a memory that hasn’t been born
And the shame that exists but shouldn’t exist
I’ve lost things like me
Whilst she runs to the exit and jumps straight into the cab to get away from me

I wish I could tell you things I’ve never told anyone
I wish...

Whilst artists make art about a broken heart
I always write about the dark
Don’t want to
Back when I was a little boy
I never had to think about anything
Track Name: Snow White in Blue
Snow White
What they won’t understand is that I’m angry when I’m down
Do you ever feel like everyone’s moving on without you?
Men never hear words of encouragement
So thank you for being everything but the pain we’re in
In the car park at night I can see the stars perfectly
But tonight they’ll fall beneath me
I have a match box
So burn the roof down
I’ll make an anagram
I’ve been washing my hands with bleach just to get away from it all

Blood orange mind isn’t a lucid mind
Driving alone at night; we went down to the bowling alley
Nothing there for me Allie

May the safe walls be a reminder of what you really aren’t
Of what you really aren’t
What you really aren’t
What you really aren’t

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